I could have kept the queen that loved me, but instead I followed my balls, searching for another but the same queen.
I could have fought harder for you and kept that door open, but instead I let you return to her, unhappy and unfulfilled.
I could have followed you to China., but instead I went back home to an unsuccessful career and never saw you again.
I could have called you. I should have actually the effort to connect verbally, but instead I would text you and let my feelings be lost in toneless pixels.
I could have told my sister to sober up, but instead I let her run away with another alcoholic.
I could have celebrated valentines day with you, but instead I traveled far to a canceled meeting.
I could have worked harder to communicate and cherish our life together, but instead I took you and our relationship for granted.
I could have pretended that I didn't know, but instead I told him I knew the truth.
I could have celebrated valentines day with you, but instead I traveled far to a canceled meeting.
I could have Looked you in the face and listened, but instead I Pushed you away to complete this entry.
I could have focused more on you, but instead I focused on everything else.
I could have jumped on a train to see you and spend a valentines night with you, but instead I let the bad weather and my insecurities get the better of me.
I could have Stayed in Florence Italy for one more year., but instead I Went back to Maryland to reunite with my old lover and my family.
I could have snogged you that night in the club, , but instead I but instead I let my faith hold me back.
I could have let you make sweet hot mind blowing love to me, but instead I teased you.
